Friends

Life can bring you down... It can tear you apart... It can hurt you and make you want to end it... But.. Life can bring you up. It can build you up and be so wonderful. It can be everything you want it to be. Life throws us obstacles but nothing is too big that we can't get through. Even with a little bit of help. Some people say that it's the littlest things that count most... and I believe that.

I've had my fair share of both ups and downs. I've been way below ground level and I've been way up high above the beautiful Heavens. Today was a good day.

Today, I had some time to think. I love my life even when it's just so terrible. Because when something good happens, it means so much more. I really do have loving friends. I won't say names but I will give initials to those who have made me day complete and special: N.E., R.F., C.A., K.D., A.P., J.C., and M.K. They've brought so much love and care into my life and I can only thank them.

Today, I was informed about one of my friend's heart condition. I honestly thought I was going to cry. This boy, no, this man has been through his fair share of hell in this world and he deserves to be so happy and have a great life. But, he stays positive in all that is happening which I just couldn't understand. But, I think I finally get it now, he has friends who love and care about him and that is a great thing. I hope he can stay optimistic about the situation because all I will do is be there for him and pray because that man, means the world to me. Every day... I fall more for this man. He's becoming everything to me and I just hope and want to be something to him.

Today, I had a friend tell me that they missed me and wanted to see me more. I told told him that I work a lot and he could come see me anytime. He jokingly said would come and see me tonight at work. He told me he was going to ride his bike there in honor of me. Now, my work may only be about 2 miles away from him, but, he would have to ride his bike on 61 which would be scary. And much to my surprise and happiness, he came and saw me. I thought I was going to cry. It meant so much to me

Every time I need someone, I have my girl. The best thing about her is she's willing to listen to you. She loves to talk and try and help you out as much as she possibly can and that my dear friends, means so much. She deserves the world and I can only hope she gets that.

You see, I have great friends who love and care about me. I can only thank them so much and try to be there for them when they need me. It's all the little things that count the most. I love my friends so much.